Cigs and Water

I used to see myself with a guy in the future. Having a family with him. Everything will be quite perfect especially with the 6 children I'm planning to have. But I see that picture and I was never smilling.

Then I picture myself living it the wrong way.. No responsibility, just freedom without feeling guilty.. I see no man, no children. And then I see myself walking down apple street laughing like a fool with cigs and water in my hands XD..The moon was out and we were the only light, everything feels so easy and God never interferred..

Composed: Saturday, August 21, 2010