November 26, 2014

VINDICATION

The minute I open my eyes
It's a performance
I put on a corset, a long gold armor
and a Vendetta mask

My masters are my audience
I'm a warlord in training
My flesh is their puppet
yet the soul still mine


Intermissions are forbidden,
a raging inferno
ready to welcome me

The words I speak,
The way my legs cross,
and the euphoric laughs,
are my rehearsed script

One wrong step,
One wrong name,
One wrong turn, will send me
back to the dungeons of my own monsters.

I long for air,
I long for water,
I long for VINDICATION

November 25, 2014

Is Your Religion Ready To Meet ET?

November 5, 2014 | by David A. Weintraub

How will humankind react after astronomers hand over rock-solid scientific evidence for the existence of life beyond the Earth? No more speculating. No more wondering. The moment scientists announce this discovery, everything will change. Not least of all, our philosophies and religions will need to incorporate the new information.


Searching For Signs Of Life
Astronomers have now identified thousands of planets in orbit around other stars. At the current rate of discovery, millions more will be found this century.
Having already found the physical planets, astronomers are now searching for our biological neighbors. Over the next fifty years, they will begin the tantalizing, detailed study of millions of planets, looking for evidence of the presence of life on or below the surfaces or in the atmospheres of those planets.

And it’s very likely that astronomers will find it. Despite the fact that more than one-third of Americans surveyed believe that aliens have already visited Earth, the first evidence of life beyond our planet probably won’t be radio signals, little green men or flying saucers. Instead, a 21st century Galileo, using an enormous, 50-meter-diameter telescope, will collect light from the atmospheres of distant planets, looking for the signatures of biologically significant molecules.
Astronomers filter that light from far away through spectrometers – high-tech prisms that tease the light apart into its many distinct wavelengths. They’re looking for the telltale fingerprints of molecules that would not exist in abundance in these atmospheres in the absence of living things. The spectroscopic data will tell whether a planet’s environment has been altered in ways that point to biological processes at work.

If We Aren’t Alone, Who Are We?
With the discovery in a distant planet’s light spectrum of a chemical that could only be produced by living creatures, humankind will have the opportunity to read a new page in the book of knowledge. We will no longer be speculating about whether other beings exist in the universe. We will know that we not alone.
An affirmative answer to the question “Does life exist anywhere else in the universe beyond Earth?” would raise immediate and profoundly important cosmotheological questions about our place in the universe. If extraterrestrial others exist, then my religion and my religious beliefs and practices might not be universal. If my religion is not universally applicable to all extraterrestrial others, perhaps my religion need not be offered to, let alone forced on, all terrestrial others. Ultimately, we might learn some important lessons applicable here at home just from considering the possibility of life beyond our planet.
In my book, I investigated the sacred writings of the world’s most widely practiced religions, asking what each religion has to say about the uniqueness or non-uniqueness of life on Earth, and how, or if, a particular religion would work on other planets in distant parts of the universe.

Extrasolar Sinners?
Let’s examine a seemingly simple yet exceedingly complex theological question: could extraterrestrials be Christians? If Jesus died in order to redeem humanity from the state of sin into which humans are born, does the death and resurrection of Jesus, on Earth, also redeem other sentient beings from a similar state of sin? If so, why are the extraterrestrials sinful? Is sin built into the very fabric of the space and time of the universe? Or can life exist in parts of the universe without being in a state of sin and therefore without the need of redemption and thus without the need for Christianity? Many different solutions to these puzzles involving Christian theology have been put forward. None of them yet satisfy all Christians.

Mormon Worlds
Mormon scripture clearly teaches that other inhabited worlds exist and that “the inhabitants thereof are begotten sons and daughters unto God” (Doctrines and Covenants 76:24). The Earth, however, is a favored world in Mormonism, because Jesus, as understood by Mormons, lived and was resurrected only on Earth. In addition, Mormon so-called intelligences can only achieve their own spiritual goals during their lives on Earth, not during lifetimes on other worlds. Thus, for Mormons, the Earth might not be the physical center of the universe but it is the most favored place in the universe. Such a view implies that all other worlds are, somehow, lesser worlds than Earth.

This article was originally published on The Conversation. Read the original article.

November 22, 2014

The little boat



The little boat of you and me went sailing on the deep blue sea.


 
We weathered winds and crashing waves but we were strong and true and brave  
And we were still in love so we kept sailing on the deep blue sea.





The little boat of You and Me. 
Saturday, September 29, 2012

971 days ago. I miss you my little pup


Approximately 3 days ago, my dog died, Mr. Hoky Bun.
Times when the world forbade to speak out loud, the crying, the loneliness, i speak to no one but you...
Strong exterior yet fragile inside, I miss you. Thanks Hoky, thank you for the journey. Forgive me for all those times I have forsake you
Rest in peace Hoky, I love and miss you.
Please come to my dreams.

Friday, March 30, 2012

The Sun


If only people come with price tags
If only love truly conquers all
Ah the perfect life...

All smiles are sincere.
I have own no life
She is merely my clone.

Lying is my gift
Deceit fills my wine
Joker in the one true King.

Running, Flying, and Vanishing
bury the ghost in my mind
to the ends of the world, a cure I might find
Don't stop me till I arrive
I need to bury them dead to strive.
Maybe the sun?

A new life, a new identiy, a new set of lips.
Yes maybe the sun
Saturday, July 28, 2012


Door to the past

A born liar,
best masked ever
wishing the world will care
yet nothing ever concludes
no one ever knows

Leave the door to the past
yes you're fine settling down
Standing joyful with a sad heart
covering the tears
hiding the pain

The only key to unmask,
yours truly, love.
The world, strange as it is
My feet on grounds,
Everything about my day,
love and cheery stares

Everything seems too hard
and too easy, 
Yes the door to the past
lingers on my mind
And the little things I miss,
are trying to get out... 
Sunday, August 19, 2012

Devil's charm


Anger has gotten the best out of me
The one person i love the most now I've come to hate
Lifeless, yet everything is still in the making
What was I before all this, the stupid choice.

Why does regret always comes late,
When will there be a stronger warning?
Life without knowing me is the best, I bet you
You might say no but life is just a go

Please forgive as I'm not the same as yesterday
Love is still all I got, that's why I'm all out
Lies and deceit once again rule me
Still love redeems my soul.


How you might ask? Because the devil is our warlord.
Monday, March 26, 2012

One Plane crash, One Ocean, One Mermaid, One Kiss

 A DREAM
Imaginations running free, watching awareness and self conscious slowly floating away. I'm drifting in the world of dreams.

It starts off with presence of airplanes, lots of them, parked in their parking spot, an unusual place, THE OCEAN.Waiting inside a plane, were mom, dad and brother. I was outside swimming with a little girl looking very much like a little mermaid from a fairytale.We played and swam around the nose of a plane for quite some time.
Mom and Dad was in the plane talking and having a laugh with some relatives, we were all in the plane when all of the sudden, the plane takes off. It was going straight up to 90 degrees angle at a full speed.
The plane was headed for a crash, from the inside we could actually see the upper corner of the building we're crashing into, it was shaped like a small round object. I looked around in panic telling my family to cover their heads, take caution and be on guard. We were all saved, we escaped death.

All the survivors were taken to shelters with a big balcony just above the ocean. It was almost night time, we had dinner right beside the ocean. Mom and Dad again, were talking and having a laugh with some people, acting like the plane crash didn't happened.
I was alone when I jumped in the water for the second time. Just then, a mermaid-like creature swam past me.She swam beautifully, her movements sexy to perfection.
I followed her to a tiny shore. And there she was, stunning as the sunrise, tempting as the first snow, i felt my heart beating so fast with my mind hot and cold.I recognized her, yet I wasn't sure.
I stood real still, yet I wasn't scared.
We looked at each other for a little more than a minute, she took my breath away.
Then she moved slowly towards me, with her eyes starring deep into my very soul.Her face was close to mine by now, very close indeed. I felt a familiar rush near my heart that I've grown to miss, and at that very moment she planted a KISS.Her thick lips were teasing mine, and her kiss was sweet and divine. I felt as if this was not our first kiss, her eyes were telling me that somehow somewhere we were once lovers.
As i arise from my dream, I tried hard to recall the face of my mermaid, I know her from somewhere, but i wasn't sure.. Could it really be her?

Friday, January 27, 2012


A little faith

it's 4:39am I'm in bed lying wide awake.

The sun is risin yet i still aint sleepin, my mind's stuffed and i can't think straight. I just don't know what to do, afraid of regrets and missed opportunities. My life has never belong to me, it's been someone else'. It belonged to my parents, belonged to a friend, belonged to a lover, It was never mine.
I've always hated myself for being like this, having zero stability, assuming myself as a free spirit when actually i was pretending to be whatever they want me to be. For once, I know i had to choose for myself and today the time has come. But then again, I'm scared, cuz i'm not sure what this is, is this really what i've always wanted or is it just another mind tricking game that spins my head around convincing me that i want this.
Life is full of choices, the choices we made, we can't take back, it's pinned down in our heart and our memory-lane. One wrong choice changes everything, if it's a big wrong choice that you just cant hide from, then You're Screwed. So some people just started to invent the word "Fate" and "Destiny"
Fate and Destiny has always been my friend, they were never nice to me, yet i considered them every time bad or good thing happen, hoping one day they will obey me. Classic mistake, They never do.
Fate is just a word created to make people surrender, the power of this word is so strong that youngsters turn into homeless beggars we saw everyday down the road with a big cardboard saying 'I leave it all to fate'.
What difference them from the real "People" is another word with a slight similar pronounciation "Faith". Faith are those that succeeded to the top, when you have faith you become a winner like Taylor Swift, like Mr. Obama. They are what they are today cuz they had FAITH. simple as that.

I'm done pretending, It's my turn to make a choice. Whatever choice i make is my fate, but this one is another kind of fate. My life is mine, I will not leave it to fate.
I decide my fate, I decide my destiny.


Monday, June 20, 2011

In between ocean

Float...
Float...
Floating...
Floating through life...
The blue ocean, just magnificent
Been here picturing myself swimming for too long now..
I'm starting to lose myself
Feels like I'm drowning deeper and deeper into this nostalgic sea and I'm losing the light
Terrified that I wont be able to swim back up and when the blue sea turn black one day,
I'll be stuck down to the core... 
Thursday, April 28, 2011

 


Izzy Dizzy

Hello drugs,
You've taken over my head
There's no more room
You make me izzy dizzy
like getting high from shroom

When you smile my knees grow weak
I felt my whole body burn with heat
I don't know what's wrong with me
just one look will do the trick

Like a drug, you're addicting me
But this addiction I cannot cure
without you my world would suck,
I can't breathe I need my drug

-the broken poet
 
Wednesday, February 23, 2011



To the stars


Dream like a poet

The five people you meet in heaven dearest quotes



"Every life has one true-love snap shot." -pg.9


"Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know." -pg.49

"As he saw her he could feel that familiar tickle in his chest." -pg unknown
"He wants to hug her so badly he thinks he'll burst" -pg unknown
"When I saw her smile I just want to freeze time." -pg unknown
"Once she'd gone, he'd let the days go stale. He put his heart to sleep." -pg156

"She touched his face lightly and the warmth spread through his body." -pg156
"And I also know...that you loved me dearly." -pg unknown

"She took his other hand then. He felt the melting warmth." -pg 158
"and her eyebrows lifted and her lips spread and Eddie felt an old, warm feeling he had missed for years, the simple act of making his wife happy." -pg170

"And i lost everything. I lost the only woman I have ever loved." -pg173
"you loved me anyway" -pg unknown

"Lost love is still love, Eddie. It takes a different form, that's all. (Memory)" -pg.173
"Life has to end, love doesn't." -pg.173
"Silence is worse when you know it wont be broken..." -pg.179
"...each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one." -pg.196

Composed: Friday, February 4, 2011


A Nightmare

The story goes like this...

Old town old streets old buildings,it looks as if it happened in 1920s. You me your lover and a friend. It was at noon where the sun is supposed to shine bright, instead the sky wasn't blue, evil clouds were covering the whole city, the sky was dark just like my heart was back then. We were walking in a small old mart, the ceiling was brown wood and everything else was in faded old colors. You and your lover, joking, fooling around, while i looked away carrying bags of stuff we bought. Once or twice I caught you looking at me, you were smiling and it was priceless. But I was falling into pieces when you guys kissed, the sky agreed with me it started raining. Still hand in hand you walked with your lover humming love songs, it was perfect. I wasn't supposed to be there,yes I was the flaw...

As we were heading home, I insist on driving the old Vespa. I recall we had to pass mountains and lots and lots of turns. I was so blue after the mart, after the holding hands, after the kissing... Sitting behind me, I told you to hold on tight. Like a small kid you nod and hold tight you did. First turn... second turn... mountains.. roads..The wind was riding with me, I was fast. Your lover and the other guy screamed shit at me, complaining and so mad they were. Like bitches the won't stop complaining, telling me to turn right.. turn left.. slow down.. be careful.. All that shit only made me speed up. I was even more blue. Nah i was mad red, red like a tomato. Just then I heard a whisper ' sabar yah ' your lips was so close it tingles, and so...I slowed down...Like a kid you buried your head on my back holding me so tight, singing a lullaby. The world was loud but all I can hear was your voice. The sky was clearer, the sun showed up a little bit. I calmed down.

We stopped for a while, your lover needed something from the store. There were only you and me outside, you looked so sad telling me you're together with your lover but you had feeling, a little feeling for someone else. You then cover your face and I saw little tears of loneliness run down you face, my heart was beating hard. I took your hand and we ran to the Vespa and off i took you away.
We didn't look back and I was racing with the wind. We were on the top of the mountain, like in the movies, you put your hands up and screamed, I saw your smile through the rearview mirror. The sky was even brighter then, and the air was like breathing freedom. You then hold on so tight telling me 'I'll go wherever you go'.
we passed old buildings old roads, and for some reason the sky turned dark again and so was my heart. Our Vespa died, I parked it near an old building. Just then, I saw your lover and his friend came running from afar, and i wasn't ready for your lover to take you away. Your lover came to me "Where is my Vespa? Give it back!" looking mad. I was so confused, your lover didn't even look for you, it's as if the motorcycle is even more precious than you. Handed the keys and off your lover went with the Vespa. I was there just standing like a fool... I didn't get it. I look behind me, you were gone.. The sky was dark. I sat there starring into spaces, my mind was blank, my heart was empty... I didn't get it.
This dream is created by the ghost in my head
 Saturday, January 29, 2011

 

Still finding Neverland


Dear Mr.Peter Pan,
Hi how are ya?
I have a teeny tiny favor to ask.
Will you come and visit me?
And when you're done..........
Please take me with you
!!!!!!!!
Let me fly to NeverLand with you :(

Promise you I'll be the best lost boy ever!
And I'll even promise to be nice to Tinker Bell~
Please~~
oh Please......
I hate growing up
I hate wearing old people's clothes
I hate waking up early in the morning
I hate thinking
I hate worrying too much
I hate I hate I hate
GROWING UP!


With love,
A lost boy in a grown man's world :(

Composed: Tuesday, January 25, 2011


Reminiscing the beginning of everything

Let me tell you a story, A story i know by heart, About a love so true, yet forbidden..
Composed: Friday, January 14, 2011


Cigs and Water

I used to see myself with a guy in the future. Having a family with him. Everything will be quite perfect especially with the 6 children I'm planning to have. But I see that picture and I was never smilling.

Then I picture myself living it the wrong way.. No responsibility, just freedom without feeling guilty.. I see no man, no children. And then I see myself walking down apple street laughing like a fool with cigs and water in my hands XD..The moon was out and we were the only light, everything feels so easy and God never interferred..

Composed: Saturday, August 21, 2010