I wake up daily not having a purpose. I am dead inside and nothing is right. I've hurt people around me, strangers that fell for my manipulative romance, parents who's expectations were reduced but still isn't enough, friends that have gotten tired of my demeaning behaviours and stories... I don't know what to feel and I don't think I CAN feel. No one understands me, no one loves me sincerely and I don't blame them.
When is this gonna end?
